Friday, February 27, 2009

Currently I'm listening..


If you and I are a story
That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know
Stay beautiful

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Oh dem hot!

I won't tell you that i love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause i'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying
I'm just stunnin'
With my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before i pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause i'm marvelous

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
she`s got to love nobody


poker face. are you ?

Friday, February 20, 2009

You lose !

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me all the way home

So you never know, never never know
Never know enough, 'til it's over, love
'Til we lose control, system overload
Screamin', "No, no, no, n-no!?

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
See I wanna move but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know

So keep your love locked down, your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, you lose

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got somethin' to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself and still keep you too

So I keep in mind when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did I tell ya ?for it finally got through?
You lose, you lose

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wastin' time, you can't wait for life
We're just racin? time, where's the finish line?

So keep your love locked down, your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, you lose

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
I bet no one knew, I got no one new
Know I said I'm through, but got love for you
But I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to

Gotta keep it goin', keep the lovin' goin'
Keep it on a roll, only God knows
If I be with you, baby I'm confused
You choose, you choose

I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
Where I wanna go, I don't need you
I've been down this road, too many times before
I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to

So keep your love locked down, your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, your love locked down
I keep your love locked down, you lose
You lose, you lose, you lose, you lose

desire

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

he says..

Our sacrifice today for our happiness future..
remember!






entry terhangat bulan ini..

ada rupa aku ker pengantin tu?

ish!

dah lama aku upload picture ni tapi masih menjadi kontroversi hangat.
gosip sana sini.
nas rambut ketak melodi tu pon ada 'terjah'



tapi..




comment saya:
oh! saya belum berkahwin lagi bang.saya masih single.no camera please! (jawab budget macam artis fasha sandha)




inilah pics yang dimaksudkan itu..

oh! ini di hari bahagia abang kesayangan saya.si jelita itu bukan saya.tersangatla kontra bukan?
hensem kan abang saya.dia memang suka begitu.buat-buat shy shy cat jer.akak ipar saya juga cun kan? hehe! sebab tu mereka mendapat baka yang baik.alhamdulillah syukur pada Tuhan!

teng! teng! haha! ni la baka mereka.comel kan si kecil ni.tak sabar tunggu dia ketawa.bila ada je kelahiran baru dalam keluarga, semuanya bahagia, termasuk saya.
auntie cyunk amir! cup! cup!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

gagagaga!

weekend as usual.i got wakeup call.open my eyes.on fly!
updated my song! ooyeah..already at top three.go GaGa! go
whatsoever!

-freaky fly 30-
8th February 2009

beyonce if i were a boy Pictures, Images and Photos

1. Beyonce - If I were a boy
2. Akon - Right Now (Na Na Na)
3. Lady GaGa / Colby O'Donis - Just Dance
4. Pussy Cat Dolls - I Hate This Part
5. Katy Pery - Hot and Cold
6. Jesse McCartney - It's Over
7. Britney Spears - Womanizer
8. Ne-Yo - Miss Independent
9. T.I / Rihanna - Live Your Life
10. Shontelle - T-Shirt
11. Rihanna - Rihab
12. Flo Rida / Will I Am - In the Ayer
13. David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You
14. Jonas Brothers - Love Bug
15. Taylor Swift - Love Story
16. David Archuleta - Crush
17. Simple Plan - Save You
18. Jason Mraz / Colbie Caillat - Lucky
19. Pink - Sober
20. Gym Class Heroes / The Dream - Cookie Jar
21. Rihanna - Disturbia
22. Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same
23. Britney Spears - Circus
24. The All American Rejects - Give You Hell
25. Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
26. Beyonce - Single Lady
27. Katy Pery - Thinking Of You
28. Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You
29. Fallout Boy - America's suiteheart
30. Chris Brown / Keri Hilson - Superhuman

memos :
  • Tak suka dah tiga minggu beyonce top 1.dislike that song!
  • Akon! nanana! my fav song! keep it up! aku rasa aku dah admire pada akon sebab dia suka bawak lagu yang mengagung-agungkan wanita.wink! mana lagu beautiful tak masuk carta lagi neh.
  • Just Dance! Gonna be ok.dum dum dum..haha! act sekarang, elly plak yg addict pada lagu ni.ah sudah! oh! aku la penghasutnya.
  • rasa macam setiap lagu di atas aku nak kasik komen.but i've to go.stop now! huu! neways, i love..i love all that songs!

Friday, February 6, 2009

.soliloquize.

aku juga kepingin menikmati saat terindah seperti itu!

namun,
bersabarlah..




-maiden-

Thursday, February 5, 2009

fuh!

'period pain'





gila best!
makan tak kenyang tido tak lena.
nak rasa?

.see the moon and say goodnight.

no calling..
no messaging..
coverage off
out of service



oh damn!
o f f s h o r e





seperated about few months





and then..





one night.
cellphone ringing
it's fall for you ringtone.



yah!
i know.who is calling me.
when i hear the voice, it's drowning in whispers















der.
it was so excited moms
i wish that i could tell you something
just tell me you won't give up because i'll be waiting
and if you fall..
you know i'll be there for you
.speechless.

*you b l u s h i n g me*

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

finally i'm breaking my fear factor

sunday morning!

satu kuala lumpur holiday! apa lagi hati berkobar-kobar girang sebabnya hari tu tak payah kerja.tak payah sesak-sesak naik train, tak payah pening-pening kepala dan lain lain lagi.huhu! plus family ada di kl.tersangat lah nikmat menikmati keindahan cuti.so memandangkan cuti yang terluang,apa lagi kitorang lari dari kuala lumpur untuk rest menenangkan fikiran.lokasi? yeaah.Port Dickson! it's time for picnic!

gerak dari kl area jam 9am and sampai ngam2 maseh jam pagi.menghirup angin pagi tepi pantai memang heaven! 1st time mengadap laut time tu memang rasa lain macam sikit.dalam hati serba salah nak mandi taknak mandi..nak mandi tanak mandi..huh! bila tengok je ombak bergulung-gulung..aku dah jadi takut.macam-macam yang aku pikir.sebab tu la aku tak pernah mandi laut.memalukan!

tapi, selepas didesak oleh my sis..terpaksa jugak la aku memberanikan diri salin baju and then follow dia mandi laut.gr! that was my first experience.huhu! selepas beberapa minit kaki dan badan aku berendam dalam air laut, otakku telah menganalisis sesuatu yang tak pernah aku rasa sebelum ni.antaranya..
  1. oooh! dalam air laut takde batu rupanya.apa yang aku pijak semuanya pasir
  2. ceh! takde tapak sulaiman, takde obor2..bende-benda yang menakutkan aku sebelum ni.
  3. aik! ada certain part air rasa panas certain part lagi rasa sejuk plak! erm!
  4. masin gila air laut rupanya.selalu dengar orang cakap air laut masin tapi tak penah merasainya.
  5. oh! air laut sungguh memedihkan mata.
  6. bila berbaring bersama pelampung, terasa aku saja mencari penyakit nak hitamkan kulit.
fuh! tersangat la naive kan aku.

apa-apa pon aku dah face segala ketakutan aku selama ni bila orang ajak mandi laut.even pada mulanya memang susah gila diorang nak ajak aku mandi.but then, aku la orang terakhir naik untuk salin baju.time tu sunburn memang tak ingat.belang sana sini.hee! sampaikan mak aku cakap muka dah macam udang kena bakar.but it's ok.bagi aku berendam dalam air waktu tu adalah satu terapi.my mind totally fresh! and empty!

...aku merasai air laut menghijau..aku mengadap ke langit nan biru.aku menghirup udara yang segar.kita berkongsi ciptaan terindah itu bersama-sama.speechless! - der


sedar tak sedar jam dah pukul 3.lepas lunch and cari ole-ole ape yang patut untuk dibawa balik, especially my anak buah ekal and kimi, then kitorg rush terus ke nilai 3.menghabiskan duit yang berkepuk-kepuk dalm wallet masing-masing.my mom yang paling sakan! aku tempat kedua. borong kasut murah-murah.hee!

anyway hari itu sungguh indah!

goodbye PD! i'll come again

.life's sweet mystery.

a little sunshine Pictures, Images and Photos
Morning Glory! welcome february, my romance precious romantic month!

I've often wished to have a friend with whom my sweetest hours to spend, to whom I safely might impart each wish and weakness of my heart, who might in every sorrow share and mingle with my grief a tear, for whom alone I wish to be and who would only wish for me and to secure my bliss for life

"I'd wish that friend to be my soul"



-a m b e r h u n n-